i get into car accidents when i'm upset

it's funny how when two people love each other, whether it be romantically or platonically, they become more and more like each other. taste, outlook, temperament, sense of humor, preferences, word choice...all these things seem to hybridize in some way when two people become closer and closer. it feels weird to go from having someone to share things with all the time to not having this person you've become so close and similar to around anymore. for instance, there's only one person i know who'd find it interesting that yoni means pussy in sanskrit. or that carl pilkington's show could possibly be the most incredible thing in the world. but i can't tell him any of this stuff for one reason or another. all i can do is thank that person for showing me things that i now love and hope that i could do the same for someone else. i guess all i can do now is stay gold, use my heart, and spread love as if i've got it trademarked.